im shocked. not terkejut-kinda-shock. but medical-kinda-shock.
OH MY SHAHNAZ!
WHAT IS THAT SHOCK CRAB LAH?
Shock is a life-threatening condition (but cant apply that on me) that occurs when the body is not getting enough blood flow. This can damage multiple organs (again, cant apply that on me). Shock requires immediate medical treatment and can get worse very rapidly. there is several type of shock. and in my case, mine is the hypovolemic shock. it is an emergency condition in which severe blood and fluid loss makes the heart unable to pump enough blood to the body.
Shock's symptoms :
its happened two days ago. when i wke up (from my bed and that time im in the middle of yahoo messenger-ing with farrirruddin rastam *sumpah susah nak type nama kau niela faghee. aku kena check berapa R and aku kena recheck dkt FB. grr~*) to perform subuh prayer and on my way to the toilet, suddenly, my vision goes blurry and my head felt so light i want to snap.
and yeah, i snapped!
(no, dont worry i didnt bang my head to any hard surface)
At the same time, my skin becomes cold and sweaty and clammy. My pulse becomes weak and rapid. My abdominal tingling. And i begins to breath very quickly a.k.a hyperventilating.
oh god. oh shut. whats happening? i panicked, to be honest. am i going to curl up and die and rotten alone in this room and people will only discover my corpse a few weeks later?? no.no. dont die just yet shahnaz!
so, with my very best, i crawl (not crawling like those babies crawling lah. more to like dragging my lower body mcm orang stroke yang lumpuh separuh badan tu) towards my kulkas aka refrigerator try to drink something sweet that can boost my glucose to produce some energy. but no i cnt do that easily. why? yes. because im all shaking and i cant even hold the glass properly. i sighed and tried several times till i manage to sipped few of the teh-o-ais.
i lay in bed trying to block out negativity thoughts . i tried to call someone for help but im all weak. i managed to ym my conditions (with damn hell lotsa typo) to faghee and its end with
"hey you! promised me you wont die just yet please" - faghee
i was half asleep, i didnt know what he was talking about. apalah kau nie faghee! ade ke i mati. i belum jadi pengacara nona lagi oren. he he he.
and today, i am BAZINGA!
yeay yeay.
all fine all good minus the minor headache.
and oh. theres something i would love to share with you all.
what is shahnaz beawesome in farrirrudin's eyes :)
shahnaz is awesome, because if i was asked if is there any girl yg kenal herself too well and love herself so much, i would say it's you. ko mana la pernah komplen gemok la, apa la, kan. Then, kau punya love spreading through the world to memang best lah. then taste music kau memang sangat feminine, tu yg aku suka -faghee
this is me with my bedazzle berry. thankyou afiku ^_^ (emoticon hugs)
xxx.
1 lovey tots :):
hehe... totally right... i love the way u love urself n u look gorgeous that way... i hope i can somewhat become a bit like u someday~ :)
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